4. Did your appearance change in anyway?
I grew out my hair, then shaved bits of it, then grew it out again, then shaved it again. It’s been blond, purple, blue, red, and black. I also got a binder.
19. What was one nice thing you did for yourself?
I started saxophone lessons ^_^
40. Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t?
I started antidepressants and I was scared they’d change me but they haven’t, they’ve helped me be me
41. Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did?
Buying a binder tbh, like I’d figured out by that point that I wasn’t cis (I thought I might be genderfluid) but putting on that binder and feeling how great it felt and how much I loved my chest being flat was a real big realisation and helped me realise I was a nonbinary dude and there was no way I could go back to IDing as female
50. What do you wish for yourself?
A speedy referral to a psychiatrist so I can figure out what’s going on with my mental health so I can get on the right meds and effectively deal with it